I.AM.OFFSHORE.

To be at a place where I am right now..is a sacrifice. Sometimes the "misses" feels can be control but not all the time. I sailed to a place known only by numbers...far away to the middle of nowhere, leaving her behind and hoping she will be alright.
Then spending every minute of my time thinking about her.
I came here with 2 hope, that is to get with her and hoping there is some kind of communication to the outer world..keeping in touch. Knowing where she is, where she's been,what is she doing and listening to all of her exciting story of life. No matter past, present and future...as long she happy,Im happy.

Why we do this??...
Is it all about the money....85% maybe..or is it about finding my true side..5% maybe...or is it about feeling the wind blowing to my face 10% maybe.
It is peace out here...but not in my head. Every last memory before I left home..I bring it with me, so that I wont be lonely no more. Accompany by the moon or the sun. Playing with rain or wind. Making me smile...

Wait for me...you out there as I will be coming home..to you one day.

Tribute to Juwita....she's waiting